You are laughing and smiling
We are happy and loved
But then you shut me out
And the door gets shoved
Closed and you hide
Instead of looking at me
Is it because you to see
Exactly what I see
Someone not here anymore
Just a shell of a human being
I don't know when I lost me
But I know what I am seeing
I left so long ago
And I can't seem to find
The woman I once was
The woman I left behind
She is gone and she's scared
That she is becoming
more and more prepared
To say I can't do this anymore you see
I can't do this thing today
I can't seem to find me
Sometimes in life the person we thought we fell in love with isn't the person we thought they were at all. They used to be so important to you. Able to make you laugh when you want to cry. Keep you sane when everything in your life is driving you crazy. They are the first person you spend time with after months of being away. You remember all the things they said and did to you just to have a little of your time. The feelings you had for them before are slowly going away bc the person that you remember them being... Is not who they are today. Today they are hurtful. And want to upset you. They try to make you feel crazy and awful. And most of
I met a guy last summer
Had no clue he even was interested in me at all
He never even spoke to me
Never even really looked at me
But his friend did. God was he annoying
Always wanting me to fuck with him and touching on me. Gross
But it was to the point I knew he was never gonna leave me alone so I fucked (guess you can call it that) in the 1 and half maybe minutes it lasted.
Then he came back
All mysterious and quiet
But he was different
And he told me how he felt
And not knowing what to do bc I don't just go around fucking ppl. But there was something there. Something I didnt see before. Something I had never seen before. And I kn
If you ever hear anything in life, I want you to hear this....
I want to say something to you right now. I don't care where we wind up, what we are doing, who we may or may not be with.... If you EVER feel like you need someone or like you may be thinking about doing something stupid... Blow my fucking phone up. Keep texting until I answer. Bc 9 times out of 10.... I don't hear it. Thats about the only way i don't answer my phone. And I mean it. No matter what. I will never ever be mad enough or hate you enough to not talk to you. You could come over and knock on my door. And I don't give a fuck what I'm doing... I will always make time for
You are laughing and smiling
We are happy and loved
But then you shut me out
And the door gets shoved
Closed and you hide
Instead of looking at me
Is it because you to see
Exactly what I see
Someone not here anymore
Just a shell of a human being
I don't know when I lost me
But I know what I am seeing
I left so long ago
And I can't seem to find
The woman I once was
The woman I left behind
She is gone and she's scared
That she is becoming
more and more prepared
To say I can't do this anymore you see
I can't do this thing today
I can't seem to find me
Sometimes in life the person we thought we fell in love with isn't the person we thought they were at all. They used to be so important to you. Able to make you laugh when you want to cry. Keep you sane when everything in your life is driving you crazy. They are the first person you spend time with after months of being away. You remember all the things they said and did to you just to have a little of your time. The feelings you had for them before are slowly going away bc the person that you remember them being... Is not who they are today. Today they are hurtful. And want to upset you. They try to make you feel crazy and awful. And most of
I met a guy last summer
Had no clue he even was interested in me at all
He never even spoke to me
Never even really looked at me
But his friend did. God was he annoying
Always wanting me to fuck with him and touching on me. Gross
But it was to the point I knew he was never gonna leave me alone so I fucked (guess you can call it that) in the 1 and half maybe minutes it lasted.
Then he came back
All mysterious and quiet
But he was different
And he told me how he felt
And not knowing what to do bc I don't just go around fucking ppl. But there was something there. Something I didnt see before. Something I had never seen before. And I kn
If you ever hear anything in life, I want you to hear this....
I want to say something to you right now. I don't care where we wind up, what we are doing, who we may or may not be with.... If you EVER feel like you need someone or like you may be thinking about doing something stupid... Blow my fucking phone up. Keep texting until I answer. Bc 9 times out of 10.... I don't hear it. Thats about the only way i don't answer my phone. And I mean it. No matter what. I will never ever be mad enough or hate you enough to not talk to you. You could come over and knock on my door. And I don't give a fuck what I'm doing... I will always make time for
Today has been a long day. I think Brad and I are finally over. I told him about sleeping with Devvon. He didn't take it well and neither did I. Bc I wanted to tell him in person but with Jenn knowing I figured I better tell him before she does. Bc I want to be the one to tell him and let him know what is going on. I can't imagine life without Brad in it. He has been my best friend for so long idk what to do with myself. ... Thinking about him not being in my life anymore.
To be continued ...
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I wish I knew what to say some times to not have things go this
I wish I knew what to say some times to not have things go this way. I can't stand the thought of not being able to talk to you ever again. Or not seeing you. Not hearing your voice agai...